Good morrow World, you caress me...This morning's weather is strangely.. charming.The fog cloaked sky...and the sun..a light bringing such warmth to my skin.Here I am, leaning my head against the siding of the window......allowing the sounds of the piano and violin to play......there's a bluebird perched on my window sill singing a song so lovely.A perfect harmony indeed.Just beautiful.-June 2010
Rose of AbsolutionCrimson adytum.. Seek no retribution.Extract the blood-drenched thorn from thine own mortal wound.Incarnadine dissolution. Faded. Jaded.Rose of absolution.-March 2011
Dear Anyone with Low Self-EsteemAs long as you are healthy, I don't see why you should be told that you aren't perfect.There is nothing wrong with being skinny. There is nothing wrong with being fat.There is nothing wrong with being pear-shaped or apple-shaped or any other body type.Some people have faster metabolisms than others, some don't.That doesn't automatically make the person lazy or any less healthy than you.Being fat or lithe has nothing to do with your appearance, character, or your worth as a human being.Sure, the value of being thin has been the predominant stereotype in the media for ages, but it only functions this way, because you and I ALLOW it to. When we put others down for their body type, we are only enforcing the standard.The point is, look good to YOU and don't worry about what anyone else says and it all comes natural.Aesthetics don't define beauty. CONFIDENCE is beauty.Just know that someone thinks you're beautiful and that someone is me.-Kind regards, Britney
You're in Lust, Not Love.Loving someone... it is in everyone's nature.It requires a great deal of understanding and acceptance. It's a genuine infatuation with the person, but nothing more.Being in love... is like trying to hold infinity in the palm of your hand. Feeling like they hold the other half of your brain.. of your soul. When their breath ignites a fire in your heart and their scent drives you to the zenith of insanity. That is passion.What truly distinguishes the two, is the level of intensity of these feelings.When your will becomes the overwhelming principle in the relationship- then love becomes lust.Lust is the most powerful emotion that humans are capable of feeling...It revolves around this sense of control and desire whereas love is unconditional, understanding, and psychologically sympathetic. Without this understanding, you have merely initiated chaos.Love is unconquerable. Lust is unquenchable.
Insanity...I observed as the seperate entities diverged and clashed in this violent dance.The split between consciousness and the unconscious... the deterioration of sanity.Inhale the darkness and exhale with light.Repress these emotions from motion and r e f l e c t my sins.Strip me of temporal conformities and implement e t e r n a l retribution.Through my own intuition formed these intuitive truths... insanity, m a d n e s s, lunacy, dementia......all a state of mind.A mere consolidation of fears.Incongruity is applied. Common sense denied.Forever in altercation...
She Dreamt of Revulsion...She to whom is as good as dead; scorned at best.Feel it in your heartbeat, forlorn reverberation of unrest coursing through your veins... the source of her ineffectual solace.Cries of contempt, held at tongue's tip...abhorrent, vile, compelling.... together in disdain.Intriguing none the less.Sun rise, sun set... and to what effect?
BreathlessThe light in her golden-laced eyes restore again. All crimson once lost, return to those lips; curved perfectly with yours. Lost in your arms. Captivated by your touch. A grin ever so enticing.. Your breath; an overdose. I drown in the sensation of you... the sea of your memory... still wanting to submerge deeper.Those moments.When you feel no less than beautiful.When simplistic human communication cannot dignify the true meaning of......I l o v e y o u.When your fate is entwined in the moment... as it passes you by.Yeah... I exist for those.For you, darling.